- God creation something beyond of my whole life`s -

This night so close to ending my journey of Lifetime..

When i saw a real story was in sad or fault because of me..

Last Night i pray to God 

Last Night i saw a real love of beyond inside of this day..

i shocking 

i been haunted 

i been cracking 

but i can`t and won`t to let her end..

i see future and see realized of future dreaming last night..

but God knocking my mind..

but God erased all of beyond.. 

coz this night is changing dreaming

but i didn`t hear her voices 

but i still believe she would call my name again..

with different voices and different atmosphere..

My Lovelife`s ending on today..

My Lives today is being Father..

i always missing on kids, he would say louder to me 

he said hey daddy home daddy home..

when i going home tomorrow..

Dizzy

Confusing

Happy 

Hated

Missing

and no more..

tonight i drank beer 

tonight i celebrating 

tonight i drove alone again

tonight i dreaming to be a real daddy on my prettiest wives going on..

i need your love 

showy your conversation i missed of you tonight

maybe tonight u don`t understand or you has been scared to me 

but i need your voice out

becaused i still believen you 

because i still needing of you

whatever

whenever

what it takes

what happens to you 

i really don`t care 

people said anything to me " You stupid lol "

but i still standing 

i still smile

i still loving

coz what?

BECAUSE GOD TOLD ME HEY YOU ALONE LONELY MEN YOU TAKE HER AND SAVE HER AND PROTECT HER FROM EVERY MOVEMENT 

ON EVERY MOMENT YOU, I COMMAND BY HOLY ALTAR OF MY HOUSE 

YOU HAS BEEN MARRIAGE BY GOD NAMES AND SAKE ON IT..

God given me 

God creation something beautiful today

3 month later 

i became to be a real husband