When the desire began to appear in front of me today,
When I needed her and never there for me.
and when it dark, distant days began blanketing this self.


Currently, where my happy day has arrived, and I'm disappointed that day,
because I begged the Creator, where I dreamed of a figure who will accompany me always.
However, when her dream and I see the fact it actually happened, I have to give that up.
because I saw a real happiness and warmth of her smile for the beloved. I'm not able to give more than it all and I did not have anything.
I deserve what is given to me over the years,
I still love her and love her, but I only deserve to get in the blink of an eye.
Love does not always have, that's the appropriate word for my happy day now.
and this is probably the sweetest gift I entitled to get it this time.


Now I come back accompanied by a cold night and I was not able to give happiness to her.
Because I did not have anything.
He does deserve it and she would understand her feelings, while I was not the right person to get it all.
and I was not a choice.
Later, I would still say the word sorry and congratulations to them both happy.

Authors : 
Aries K Kusuma a.k.a. Ma Cien En a.k.a. Andrew Duncan Kusuma